I’m practically in tears right now. This disorders tearing me apart. I don’t know what to do. I’ve been pulling nonstop for the last couple hours. I looked in the mirror to see the damage and it’s pretty bad right now. I’ve been crying for help but no one can hear me… I have no one to turn to in moments like these. I feel afraid of myself. If I didn’t get myself to stop just now, I don’t think I would’ve stopped at all.
Why me? Why can’t I stop pulling?
This disorder is destroying my life, and I don’t have anyone to turn to.
I need help before it gets any worse than it already is.